The Inside Story on Daniel Radcliffe and Liza Minellli

Daniel Radcliffe

Daniel Radcliffe, as a kid, acted in various school plays and other small performances until he landed a role as the young David Copperfield in - you guessed it - David Copperfield! He then went on to perform other smaller parts, like Mark Pendel in The Tailor of Panama. There, famous actress Jamie Lee Curtis pointed out to his mother, Marcia Gresham, that he might be able to play Harry Potter in the upcoming movie Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone. (Biography). His parents, at first, didn’t want him to audition for it. However, he ended up meeting Chris Columbus, the director of the movie, and his audition proved that he was destined for the role. (Daniel Jacob Radcliffe)

Radcliffe’s mom is a casting director, his father a literary agent. This may have helped him to grow famous so quickly, but his acting skills helped as well. That being said, he was only 11 when cast as Potter - something that is extremely impressive. After the outstanding box office hit Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone turned out to be, he was granted instant fame - his face was known to all. He continued his works with the other seven movies, but decided to broaden his horizons and go to Broadway in 2008, playing Alan Strang in Equus. He then returned to the stage in 2011 as J. Pierrepont Finch in How to Succeed in Business Without Really Trying. (Daniel Radcliffe).

His success can teach other about how anything is possible - you can be famous in the film world and on stage. We can also learn from him that it can be difficult to shake a role once you’ve played it - he is still internationally known as “the kid who played Harry Potter”. He is now working extra hard to be known for more than that.

Liza Minnelli

Liza Minnelli is a famous actress, the daughter of Judy Garland. She started acting when she was in her teenage years, at first with her famous mother. She struggled to get out of her mother’s shadow - but she had the talent, and she made it. She had all the connections, which helped a lot with her career. Her father was a director in Hollywood, and obviously her mother was in many movies. In addition, after her parents divorced her Garland married a producer. (Liza Minnelli)

She gave up on school, going to New York to pursue her dreams. She was in the off-Broadway production Best Foot Forward, and her first leading role was in 1965, the lead role in Flora, The Red Menace. From there, her career flew - she is now an extremely recognizable actress. (Liza Minnelli)

Although Liza Minnelli isn’t the best example for how to get into musical theater with less connections, she does teach an epic example of how to get out of a shadow. If she didn’t go out there and give it her all, she could have ended up as “Judy Garland’s daughter - the one who can sing.” In Broadway, you have to make a name for yourself.

Works Cited

"Biography." IMDb. IMDb.com, n.d. Web. 10 Dec. 2014.

"Daniel Jacob Radcliffe." Bio. A&E Television Networks, 2014. Web. 11 Dec. 2014.

"Daniel Radcliffe." Biography. N.p., n.d. Web. 11 Dec. 2014

"Liza Minnelli." Bio. A&E Television Networks, 2014. Web. 11 Dec. 2014.

Bust or Broadway?? Wait, that's not it...

    Watching the series Broadway or Bust was a very educational experience for the class as a whole. We were able to see a prolonged audition process, and see critiques and advice we could apply to our own future auditions.  Everybody involved was a professional, many worked at nyu or had been involved with broadway productions. This was serious - more serious than anything we had ever experienced before, and watching it was a great way to see what else we could be exposed too.

    I personally found that I could relate to a lot of the people in the show. I found that i couldn’t entirely relate to just one character. In some ways, I could relate to Evan - around showtime, or even before auditions, I get nervous - before, I think i might be ready, but the bad stuff comes right before showtime. That has been getting better with the more shows I do, but I still get very nervous before a big audition. On the other hand, unlike Evan, my first thought after an audition isn’t about how well I did, if anything it’s the opposite. I feel like I did terribly, and have always been afraid if I think about it the other way I might get a worse part, or not one at all. In other ways, I can relate to Josh. He seemed like the only one who really understood the pressure, why the choreographer was being so hard on them. Josh saw the stress and the high expectations and tried as hard as he could to meet them, which payed off in the end. However, he didn't really show much improvement - he had his song from the start and he went with it, which isn't something I consider relatable.

          The actor's auditions taught me a lot I could later apply to my own peice. For starters, I saw what worked, and what didn't stand out to the judges. I also learned that a good audition is one that stands out to the judges - they remembered the names of some, the ones they put in the finals, but anybody else was "song girl/boy". However, they remembered Evan, Josh, and other talented people. This can be applied in my own peice by trying as hard as I can to be unique, while still being the character I am portraying.

          In addition, I saw how difficult life can be on Broadway - rehearsal after rehearsal, non stop singing and dancing, and a lot of stress. Many, many people broke down during the long dance practices and other situations. Although I'm still not sure if I want to be on Broadway or not, I do know that if I am going to go into the arts I should expect stress levels like these - and I have to be ready to not break down. Watching how others just pushed through it helped me to understand how to cope with these issues, so I can be better prepared for the future.

         Overall, it was an interesting show that helped us all with many issues, and it's something I would definitely recommend to people new in the show business, or anybody who's just interested in that kind of thing!

Aida and the Audition

For our next and (I believe) final project, we are each doing an audition piece. This can be a song, a monologue, or a choreographed dance. Although most of us are doing a song from a musical, there is somebody doing a monologue and another doing a dance. This gives us an opportunity to showcase our strengths, because we have a wide range of choices.

I need to work on my vocal range and also my pitch. If I’m in the right mood, and feel the right way, I can have a wide range, able to sing soprano to tenor if needed. But there are often, especially more recently, times where my voice isn’t at its strongest. This is probably due to stress, lack of my lessons, and also breathing issues. Since I haven’t been to a lesson in a few months, I have stopped really working on my voice. In CATS, we don’t warm up with air exercises and using the diaphragm like I once did, and I have a harder time using my chest voice over my head or throat voice. (When I can use my chest voice, I can sing a lot better than when I’m not). I also need to work on pitch. I know that I have a tendency to sink below the pitch, usually a little flat. I am working on singing clearer and higher to avoid that happening.

My strengths lie in the alto range. When it comes to singing lower notes, I am stronger and can therefore demonstrate that strength. As an actress, I have to tell the story with my movements, and tell the audience a story with my movement and words.

I would like to do a song from Aida. The music for Aida was written by Elton John, so there is rock influence along with musical theater. I think this can show a director that I have a versatile voice, because I can sing rock, blues, jazz, and songs from musicals. This will also give me a chance to show the power in my voice - the stage presence it provides. However, since this is not a classic musical song, I will not be able to demonstrate a gentler tone of my voice - this song would not work if I was trying out for Annie. This also can show the weakness of my flexible range because it can go very high, and also quite low.

The music from Aida is a challenge. It requires extreme presence, feeling, and motivation, things I may need to work on. Nonetheless, as stated before, it will allow me to show a powerful voice and my lower range as well as some high ones.

I will need to pull of my audition piece as close to flawlessly as possible. The rock notes need to be strong, and the calmer parts still filled with emotion. I will need to leave everything i have out on the stage, to show that this is something I am dedicated to - This is to demonstrate my talents, and work on my weaknesses.

Final Scenes

Bo and Pattie - http://youtu.be/JB1xE569zIs

Rosa and Maria - http://youtu.be/PUuo0jyd-28

The Life Of Galileo: An Actress’s Take

       “Galileo, the Bible killer!”... or at least according to the citizens of Rome and the Roman Catholic Church in the play Galileo. The Cheshire Academy Varsity Players presented the show Galileo on November 13th, 14th, and 15th. It was in interesting story with many complicated aspects and characters, which may have been difficult for a high school audience to comprehend. The play was written by Bertolt Brecht, a man who believed in the truth. I, as an actress in the play, consider Brecht brilliant. All he wanted to do was create a better world by pointing out the flaws in our own. Unfortunately, I also feel like that wasn’t a message seen by the entire cast, and therefore not convincingly displayed to the audience - I think they could have been just confused. Overall, I really liked our acting skills and the ability to react as each individual character, but we could have worked on the delivery of our message - do not let yourself be oppressed.

         Galileo by Bertolt Brecht is about the fight between a scientist Galileo Galeili and The Roman Catholic Church. The story of Galileo is often romanticized in modern literature. "The great man who invented the telescope against the evil church"... but is that the whole story? the answer, friends, is no. You learn in the beginning that Galileo was not the inventor of the telescope. He actually stole the idea (with the knowledge that he was doing this) from and inventor in Holland, and learns about it from his student, Ludovico. The play demonstrates the truth about Galileo. He was not the man everybody thinks he was. His priorities were with his research, yes but they were more so with his own health. Food, drink, and self preservation were things he valued over his own daughter - Virginia. Virginia was a sweet girl. She believed in God and that her father could to no harm. However, throughout the play, this develops. She begins to see him for who he was - a vain man. Alas, she is too late anyways. By the end of the play, Galileo has contributed to science. But he died alone, in the church. Eventually, so does Virginia. Nobody knows what becomes of Ludovico after he left Virginia, but we know that all of Galileo's friends have abandoned science. The story works out for nobody.

         Each induvidual actor was amazing. Although we were speaking fast, and many lines could not be understood, we explained the story through expressions and reactions, and the audience could understand what was going on without catching every word.

         Since I was an actress in the play, I have more criticism than I do praise - I know this play well, and could see what was done wrong. However, the main error we had was not something I recognized until it was over...

         I have always been big on meanings. The songs I listen to have meaning, the things I do are trying to better the world... not always successful but I'm working on it. Mr. Aronson tried to explain "Epic Acting" to us. I got it, but not completely. The second night, he explained to us how we should talk to the audience - how most of us may be talking to another character, but in reality we are talking to the audience. That got me thinking about how none of my lines were really like that, and then about Virginia... who was she? I realized, after the last show, that she was the audience, in a sense. She was oblivious to everything - she walked in with the mindset of the romanticized story of Galileo the audience had. He was her hero - until scene 13. When she overheard her conversation with Andrea and she finally saw him for what he was, but too late to really do anything about it. This is what Brecht wanted the audience to do, only he wanted them to fix things before it was too late, before they experience the same thing as Virginia.

         I wish we had all caught onto the real meaning of Brecht before the end of the show, but for a highschool cast consisting of new actors we did very, very well. I'm excited for the musical and to do more shows like this in the future, for the older plays are new to me.

So many places to be and things to do...

          Our scene work is going well, for the moment. We've all learned a lot about body language, motion, and got deeper insights on who we are as actors. I, for one, discovered how hard it is to remain sad in a scene. In order for it to fully work you have to look the part - the whole way through. This means your facial expressions have to be pointed downward. Your eyes have to be sullen, not bright. Everything - from your eyebrows to your mouth has to portray sadness. This is extremely difficult for me to do. I'm only sad when I have a good reason to be sad - I've never had to fake cry or anything, which is why I struggle with Bo and Patti.

          In addition, I learned about how to show the characters backstory and motivation through my acting. Knowing these things made the acting more realistic - I could understand why something was being said and then even further know how to deliver that line. I good example of this is in the Rosa and Maria scene. I play Rosa, a pregnant teenager just telling her friend the news. When Maria finds out, she asks if "Johnny" knows. We determined that Johnny is her boyfriend, the one who got her pregnant. Then I decided that she didn't tell Johnny because she is afraid he will leave her - why would he want to become a father? All of this leads me to deliver my line "no" quickly, as if I'm hiding something (because I am). 

          I also learned the true importance of memorization. I used to never study lines when I was at home. I was often a lead, so all my lines were being repeated over and over again every afternoon at practice, or I had a smaller part where the few lines I had were easy to learn. Sometimes I didn't have any lines at all. This made memorization easy for me. The only thing I had to do was sometimes record them and listen. Now, I don't have drama everyday. The days I do have it, we might not me practicing a scene I'm in - I actually had to study the lines. I learned techniques, I learned how to do it, and even though I still struggle a little, I'm getting better. 

          Luckily, I'm working with friends in my scenes - people I know, people I trust. This has its advantages and disadvantages. A good thing is that I'm not afraid to open up and really act, like I can be in Galileo or anywhere else where I don't know the other actors extremely well. On the other hand, it can be hard to remain focused. You think of something stupid the other person says and next thing you know you're both dying of laughter on the floor. This doesn't help when it's already hard to remain focused on the depressing mood of the scene being performed.

          Another new trick I learned is the importance of using the space. In our scenes, we are the ones who determine where to enter, where to exit, ect... This allows me to figure out the best way to use the space so that I can portray what my character is thinking. I use this in the Rosa and Maria scene as well. When Rosa is trying to decide how to tell Maria she's pregnant, she gets up, and paces around the room a bit, looking away from her friend. This shows nervousness and fear to admit something to somebody she loves. 

          This has been a great learning experience for the whole class. I hope we will continue to do as well as we did today. 

- Sam Weed

 

Pregnant and Depressed

    In our acting class, we have been asked to memorize and perform two scenes, focusing on our motivation and the emotion behind each and every line, along with the characters backstories.

    My first part is a girl by the name of Patti. She's in highschool, probably about 15, and very much an introvert, although she has a good amount of friends at school. However, none of her friends are really close enough so that she can tell them anything, that role had always been taken by Kenny, her older brother. She doesn't see a life without him, and even claims that "He was the only one who ever talked to her." Unfortunatly, a few days before this scene, Kenny is killed in a sitting car by carbon monoxide poisioning. At the time, he was on a date with Mary, the sister of Bo, the boy with Patti in this scene.

    This tragedy leaves Patti devestated. She keeps herself locked in her room, and refuses to eat anything or go to school, even though her mother won't stop nagging her about it. When Bo enters in the beginning, she's mad at him, thinking he's just another ploy by her mother who's trying to get her to eat. Patti doesn't want to look at him, or really even talk. To demonstrate this, I hide my head in my knees and refuse to look up at him. Bo, however, calmly talks her into letting him sit down next to her, and they bond over the definition of carbon monoxide - which, strangely Patti has memorized. She's punishing herself for being alive, for still living even though her brother is dead. To her, Kenny's death can be blamed on her - she didn't roll down the windows, and that damn carbon monoxide managed to cut off the oxygen of her brother and it killed him. As a result, she memorized the definition and she's torturing herself with it, and she turns to Bo for comfort. Alas, all Bo can say is some cliche line about how they are all trying to get through this.

    I also play a highschool girl Rosa. I picture Rosa as a preppy girl, popular, pretty, but nice too. She's dated a few guys, but never too serious about anything, until recently. Her boyfriend Johnny and her have been dating for a while, and felt that it was time to actually have sex. Unfortunately, they weren't careful and she ends up pregnant.

         I chose to portray Rosa as scared, but not willing to show it. In the beginning, she avoids the topic of her health and why she won't try out for cheerleading - proving how she doesn't want to talk about her pregnancy and her future. Further proving this point, she didn't think about how she might have to drop school when she starts to show, she hasn't even told Johnny - which brings us to her fear. Not only does her neglectance to inform the father of her future child show her avoidance of the topic, but also her fears toward to future. She doesn't want to tell him, and I can show that by saying the lines quickly and forcefully, as if I am denying the truth.

         Eventually, Rosa does tell Maria about the kid. This is a slightly difficult part to perform, since I have to show all these emotions at once. She's nervous, scared, depressed, confused, but also relieved. Now, she has somebody to talk to about it. I think her and her mom don't have a great relationship, and the baby isn't going to strengthen that, so she can't talk to her mom. Johnny might just get scared and leave - after all, he can, because he's not carrying the baby himself. He's not the one giving birth. Rosa turns to her best friend, who, of course, accepts her and even offers helps her through it, telling her how she'll bring her notes and such to her when she can't be there. It ends up okay.

         And so will this blog post - which has been really long. See you in... like... a week!

-SW

     

The Final Silent Movie

Our silent movie, in the end, can be described as... interesting, to say the least. In my personal opinion, we did well. That being said, there are some that beg to differ. Either way, we learned many new things that can relate to other parts of acting. Part of this involved the skill of body language, which is helpful when acting in anything. Although this particular body language was very much over exaggerated, the importance of it is clearly demonstrated. We managed to convey to an audience a plot line without any spoken lines, proving the power of our body language.

Furthermore, our facial and body expressions made the plot quite obvious, for it could be seen in our face. This worked to our advantage, because it made the movie easier to understand. The simple yet descriptive set also "set" the tone - it didn't look 100% real, but not 100% fake either. People could tell we were acting, which is partly the whole point of a silent movie.

In addition, the computer editing really helped. We were able to speed up the end, which made it funnier, and add music for effect. The music we chose was quite generic, but it worked for the specific plot line of our scene, that was not generic at all. We were also able to add "Three hours later" between two parts, helping to  show how time has passed.

I personally found my part to be mediocre. It really could have been better. Watching it over, I realized that many of my actions weren't even in the shot, which sort of defeated the idea of doing anything extra at all. Also, in the scene where I get mad, it almost looks like I'm dancing. My heads nodding and my arms are waving. We didn't have to make that part so sped up, because it just added to the problem.  

I definitely improved my facial expressions. Since I have always had to say lines, not act them it, I never really noticed how much that facial movements can really show emotion. I think this was true for everybody else, as well. When acting with lines you rely on the words and your delivery of them to show emotion, or to stir up a feeling in the audience. However, in a silent movie, we didn't have that advantage.

I had difficulty getting into character for this part, In previous performances, I've had the way the character talks, sarcasm or anything to determine what they were like. Here, I had to not only make it up myself but also guess what she was like. I think in the end it worked out pretty well, but for a while it was difficult to do.

We, as a group, need to work on our focusing skills. We can't do a scene without dying of laughter. While the video may have looked okay, what you don't see is us cracking up in the background because of somebody dancing or falling or something else stupid.

But we ended up okay, and that's all that counts

 Our Movie

Superb Silent Acting!

The Good, The Bad, And The Monolouges

Okay, I'll admit it: I sorta lied in the title....

There were no bad monologues. Everybody did great! That being said, there are always some points to remark on. Overall, I think the more dramatic monolouges, the serious ones, were slightly better on the emotion side of things. Comedic performances that involve emotion are difficult to do, because how can you demonstrate sadness when you are trying to make an audience laugh? Those who performed a comedic monolouge did great, because it was funny, and it was lighthearted yet serious at once, but not as much emotion was demonstrated compared to the more serious, dramatic monolouges done by others.

Dramatic monouloges are easier to perform. for some. The emotion can be pure, and the purpose is not to make somebody smile. 

In all of them, the movements were working. Everything was done with a purpose. People didn't just randomly move about, or fidget. However, there were parts where people could have slowed down their talking. Words were often rushed, especially in the beginning. I think a lot of this was due to nervousness, because they were in front of an audience and being videotaped and graded all at once. Honestly, that can be somewhat stressful. 

As somebody watching, I enjoyed the character put into them. Each actress had her own way of making it their own, whether it be the occasional, meaningful glance at the audience or the sassy walk away from an ex boyfriend. The more personal somebody makes it, (without losing the essence of character) the better it is... Usually. Depends on the play. In this circumstance, it was better when it was personal. 

For myself, I need to work on a lot of things. Mainly, the whole "movement with a purpose" thing. I was lucky, because I was able to sit down and have movements given to me by the script. But I'm afraid if I did a monolouge standing up, I might fidget or be randomly walking around during the performance. 

I am glad, though, that I learned to work on my diction and speed. I know I talk fast, I always have. It's always a problem when on stage. Countless directors have told me "slow down!" or "Sam, I can't understand you." I get yelled at for speaking to fast at the dinner table all to often. I think I delivered the monolouge at a reletively understandable speed, with my "t's" and "d's" said clearly. 

It was difficult for me to be able to express a lot of emotion. When I think of Charlie Brown, I think nervous... not much else. I'm sure I could have done it with more emotion, not just showing the anxiety aspect of it. I think anxiety and nervousness was shown well, but not longing or pain because there were parts where Charlie did feel that way. Like when he was depressed because he thought everybody would laugh at him, or when he thought the little girl didn't like him. 

Overall, everybody did pretty well. There are always things to be improved, always ways to get better. There is always something to learn from it. 

Script

 I think lunchtime is about the worst time of day for me. Always having to sit here alone. Of course, sometimes, mornings aren't so pleasant either. Waking up and wondering if anyone would really miss me if I never got out of bed. Then there's the night, too. Lying there and thinking about all the stupid things I've done during the day. And all those hours in between when I do all those stupid things. Well, lunchtime is among the worst times of the day for me. Well, I guess I'd better see what I've got. Peanut butter. Some psychiatrists say that people who eat peanut butter sandwiches are lonely...I guess they're right. And when you're really lonely, the peanut butter sticks to the roof of your mouth. There's that cute little red-headed girl eating her lunch over there. I wonder what she would do if I went over and asked her if I could sit and have lunch with her?...She'd probably laugh right in my face...it's hard on a face when it gets laughed in. There's an empty place next to her on the bench. There's no reason why I couldn't just go over and sit there. I could do that right now. All I have to do is stand up...I'm standing up!...I'm sitting down. I'm a coward. I'm so much of a coward, she wouldn't even think of looking at me. She hardly ever does look at me. In fact, I can't remember her ever looking at me. Why shouldn't she look at me? Is there any reason in the world why she shouldn't look at me? Is she so great, and I'm so small, that she can't spare one little moment?...SHE'S LOOKING AT ME!! SHE'S LOOKING AT ME!! (he puts his lunch bag over his head.) ...Lunchtime is among the worst times of the day for me. If that little red-headed girl is looking at me with this stupid bag over my head she must think I'm the biggest fool alive. But, if she isn't looking at me, then maybe I could take it off quickly and she'd never notice it. On the other hand...I can't tell if she's looking, until I take it off! Then again, if I never take it off I'll never have to know if she was looking or not. On the other hand...it's very hard to breathe in here. (he removes his sack) Whew! She's not looking at me! I wonder why she never looks at me? Oh well, another lunch hour over with...only 2,863 to go.

Monolouge

Charlie Brown Monolouge

What really goes down in Acting, D period

          The first two weeks of class went by in a blur. The five of us in acting class have been having a blast, from poetry to monologues. I learned things I already know and some things I didn't, too. Mrs. Guarino taught us the importance of emotion. While I had already knew this, we all learned about analyzing your script to figure out the emotion - something I had never considered before. I had always said it as I saw fit, never was there much progress in emotion. By going through line by line and feeling what the character was feeling, we really got the progression. My directors had never before really taken the time to do that.

While the directors of the past may have not pointed out emotion, the basics like diction and projection were always on their minds. I talk fast - I know. We all do it sometimes. The basics were already known to me, but acting class is helping me to really understand the importance, especially when you see others mess it up too, and hear how bad it can sound.

While acting is about being somebody else, we learned to be ourselves too. I learned the importance of friendship, and having somebody to read a monolouge too and get feedback. We are all on different levels, yet we are all learning the same things. It is the little things like those that make not only acting but everything else done in life enjoyable.

I, as an actress, value personality. If you're not making it your own, then why are you doing it? As a kid, I grew up knowing that no matter what, you have to be true to yourself. Of course, there are the times when you lose that veiw on things. Not once have I lost it on stage. To stage is my home - in my mind, there are a thousand versions of who I can be and I can always be at least one when I'm acting. 

If you, reading this, ever want to be an actor - take a class. No matter how much you think you know, there is always room for more. The world is our stage - but this stage, is yours.

 ~ Signing off, Sam.

About Me

I'm Sam.
          I could start with the basics about me... my family, how old I am.... but I don't think that's what anybody's here for. If you did find your way to this little blog of mine, then welcome. I'll warn you - I'm a complicated person. Different, I guess. Not in a bad way. So here goes... all about me
         If you couldn't tell from my quote of the week, I'm really into music. Probably too much. It's basically become the fabric of my being - I define myself by the artists I listen to, because their influence has made me who I am. So, to tell you about myself, I'm going to start here - with what I love.
        My story starts about 2 years ago. I was working out when I heard a song on Pandora I had not heard before. "My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark" was the title. It's by Fall Out Boy, popular not too long ago. I liked it so much that I created a station out of it. Remember, this was just the beginning. The music meant nothing to me - I liked it, that's all. So I kept listening. Learned about songs I already knew existed 
but never really had heard before. "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" and "I Write Sins Not Tragedies" (the last one is by Panic! at The Disco). These songs were good, but still, meant nothing. I didn't see them the way I do now. 
          That all changed on May 17th, 2013. To be honest, it's not a date I like to talk about. Most people don't know unless they know my parents, and even then some people have no idea. But, this is about me, and to tell you who I am you need to know. You may have noticed I started my story only two years ago. I did just that to explain the start of the music aspect. I would have began from this date, because it changed me forever. On May 17th, 2013, my dad had a stroke. A major, dangerous, nearly fatal stroke. He was paralyzed in the hospital for a long time, and then he was brought to a rehabilitation hospital. He was still mostly paralyzed when he went there, they told him he would never walk again. This was not a fun time for my family. My mom was stressed out because dad wasn't home and she had three kids to take care of, my brothers didn't really know what was going on, so I turned to the one friend I had always had, no matter what. Music. 
          Music is the definition of me. I sing, I act, and I listen to music. Now, I see music and myself differently than I did before... The lyrics mean something. When everything in the world goes wrong music is right. I grew up dancing to bands every morning with my dad, the two oversized speakers in my house on almost-full volume. Whenever I'm home alone with my brothers (Eli, 3, Brandt, 11) I continue that tradition. I want to be a lead singer in a band, to do what Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, and twenty one pilots have done for me. I want to be a friend to those who feel like they have none, to save people who need saving. I don't know where to start - how does a thirteen year old girl chase her dreams? I'm doing what I can at Cheshire Academy (It's why I came here), but for now, I'm still dreaming. 

Quote of the Week

Lyrics that mean nothing, we were gifted with thought,

Is it time to move our feet to an introspective beat,

It ain't the speakers that bump hearts, it's our hearts that make the beat. - twenty one pilots